29th
The Freedom to Fly from Love
This week will be a bit different my goal for this week is “less image more words”, I have a couple different topics I want to write about so I think I will choose this week to do so, things may change who knows.
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Within my duties at my part time gig I spend a lot of time contained in an automobile and inside that vehicle I spend a vast amount of time listening to music either on the unpleasant radio or the Steven Jobs music player. After being stiffed for like the 5th time in a row I was pretty pissed that my night had been totally wasted. So while driving back to the store in a foul mood I hear Maxwell’s – Pretty Wings and it seemed as all the anger about the previous 5 deliveries just left and I was just engulfed within his sultry crooning abilities, the smoothness of his vocals within that song was a needed calmness that got me through the rest of the night.
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I had to find the lyrics to that song and while looking over them it touched a chord about my life. The pain, the highs and lows I have gone through in a relationship setting.
He said: Oh, you played me dirty; your game was so bad
you toyed with my affection
had to fill out my prescription for the remedy
I had to set you free
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You see this is why music is so important because sometimes you cant express what you are feeling and going through but a certain song or a certain artist can sing and create melodys that speak volumes about what you might be dealing with personally. This song touched certain feelings about a previous, past, and present relationships that I have been involved with. The lyrics explained exactly how I was feeling and the only remedy in that situation was to set that person free. To withdraw your self from a person or a situation that is toying with your affection.
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Just in listening and reading through Maxwell’s words it makes so much since. Sometimes you just have to let that person spread his or her wings and depart. When that happens all the hurt, all the pain, all the heartache, all the arguments, all the profane language, all the time wasted, all of the sadness can start the process of ending. No residual feelings, one day you won’t remember me. Being with a person for so long makes it harder to just leave because you have so much history between the relationship, but at the same instance. Time will bring the real end of your trial. Sometimes you try your best knowing that you have given your all, you might have been pushed over and played dirty but because you put so much time within a situation you would like to just see all that time not be wasted. Now I see clearly and I have to leave. Hopefully the same mistakes that I made within the previous journey I can learn from and I will be able to show the next love better nights, better times, and better days.
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I know this person will probably never ever read this but my sincere apologies for whatever hurt one has taken you through. I tried to help you more than I tried to even help myself and that was my mistake I cared too much, and it set me back because my help you disguarded and messed over. You are a great person and a beautiful spirit but nothing can be accomplish now, all has been destroyed within love, within communication, so I’m sorry I told you lies, I’ll always love you. I hope you feel the same. But Let love set you free, to flap your pretty wings around.
